Crystal Memory

where do i start?

mm. mummy came back from m'sia last week and brought this along.

i left this back in my aunt house the last trip becuse out suitcases were full and couldnt bring it along.

when i open the box... i pull it out...

i just had all the flashbacks with *him. throughout my last whole trip back in m'sia..

we were choosing a crystal ball and tot this one's song sounded nice...

anyways.. i played it.. and i couldn't figure out wat was the song name..

dad came in and i ask.. daddy told miii the song name is " memory "

it then stroke miii that.. we picked the right song.

i don't kno how to explain i mean by " the right song "

Being in love is never easy....

We've been together so long .. that.. .... sometimes...

i feeel that "  i miss you and i love you" these words are just words that we put at every end of our sms.

so afraid..that ....

that feeling between us would fade.... i don't even want it to fade.. not even 1 % of it...

i just realllly want you to know that every time i say  " i miss you and i love you " i really really mean it..

till the extend where.. even though we are apart...

 my heartts just bleeeeds bcuz i wanna put it in action but i can't..

i smile because of you..

and

i cry because of you...

i kno you don't like mi shedding my tears..

but  if i don't shed my tears for you. who then should i shed it for?

also

i'm jelous because i love you

love is complicated...

is wat everyone says...

but.. because of you..

you make our love so simple.

yes.. there's up and down....

and there's times where i just i wanna give up... 

but because of you..

we stayed strong together .

Why do i love you?

after 5 years..

now i understand...

you don't have to have a reason to love someone...

just loving someone for who they are... 

and just having that feeling for that person...

is enough of a reason...

and i don't care what people say

or think....

i love him for who he is...

 i'm just glad.. that.. He loves me. and that he is mine.

bcuz.. if i wasn't with him.. i would have shed even more tears from heart broken for other boys...

but i'm glad.. that i'm only shedding my tears for him..

love.

-ms.grace