别来爱我。:)

漂亮的夜晚 你突然开了口

就连问号 都特别的温柔

然后没人说话 特别尴尬

和平时的我 有点落差


太多的感受 不知如何开口

你明明是 我很好的朋友
是你不太明显 还是我太笨

一直都没发觉 其实我想说


别来爱我 我没太多把握

一个人好好过 何苦在爱情里沦落

其实我 也想找一个寄托 只是曾经的快乐

已经快被泪水覆没


别来爱我 无法给你什么
我们都没有错 要怪就怪我太执着

忘不了 曾经最美的花火 虽然早已经陨落

只要敢回忆 还是最感动我

(这首歌，也许过于体贴了。今晚眼泪掉了，是时候要我放弃了吗？我多希望你明白。可能这次我真的对不起你，我道歉。也许我真的比较适合一个人。:) )

你真的不在乎吗？

Maybe to you i deserve a better one, but have you ever thought that you were all i wanted?
You might be afraid to break my heart yet you never thought that others would break my heart too. 
Wouldn't you make things better after you broke my heart? 
How sure are you that others wouldn't break my heart and when they did, will they cheer me up after that like you always do?
Maybe its just me, maybe i'm the fool to have thought of this. 
How do you want me to be with another when i fell for you?


The possibilities of goodbyes are high.
However, i will not stand in your way.
Even though if i did you wouldn't be happy.
So i'm letting you fly. 


i guess i ain't that Lucky to have you Realize since the beginning i told myself i Wont Let Go, that you'd Always be My Baby and i would Fight For This Love. i hope you wouldn't tell me that there is nothing left to say but goodbye. However if you really want to leave, i hope you'll tell me before actions come. :)

no matter how hard i smile, it all remains black and white and only you could see me through. :)

you'll always be apart of me. :)

We were as one babe,
For a moment in time.
And it seemed everlasting,
That you would always be mine.

Now you want to be free,
So I'm letting you fly.
Cause I know in my heart babe,
Our love will never die.

I ain't gonna cry no,
And I won't beg you to stay.
If you're determined to leave girl,
I will not stand in your way.
But inevitably you'll be back again,
Cause ya know in your heart babe,
Our love will never end.

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder.
I know that, you'll be right back, babe.
baby believe me it's only a matter of time.


You'll always be a part of me,
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Girl don't you know you can't escape me.
darling cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on,
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're never gonna shake me,
darling cause you'll always be my my baby.

Always be my baby.

i ain't gonna cry because if you were to be a teardrop, i'm afraid that i'll lose you. :)

背影。

“知道吗？我喜欢溜在陌生人身后看他们溜着的背影。朋友总是溜得太快，我追不上，我就是那悲哀的角色。”


A心想：“我不想与你当世上最熟悉的陌生人，虽当不了情人我也想当你好友，却知道其实真的有点难成真. . 但今天由你来当陌生人吧，我就当你。”


其实不知你有没有注意到，今天的你有个陌生人都在注意你背影了。:)


望着那背影，距离越来越远。明明就在眼前，但那距离感觉真的好远好远。


我试着追却一直都追不上，就如我是一条鱼追着在潜水的你。 在水里我拼命地追上你，在你身边一直游来游去但你却视而不见，你也在此时上了岸，到了一个我永都到不了的地方。


曾近我拥抱着那背影，但此刻那背影离我越来越远了。无奈的是我只能眼睁睁看着她走，再也不能追上去那我永远去不了的地方。

再见了. =)

We were strangers on a crazy adventure. . . :)

We were strangers

Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

And...

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

butterflies. . :)

i saw butterflies. 
They were fluttering all over.
Such a beautiful sight it was.
An unexplainable feeling.
Not knowing where they all came from.
Maybe they appeared when You appeared.
They were dancing gracefully, so happily.


However not long after, they danced in sorrow.
The butterflies became confused, not knowing where to go.
With the cold winds, they struggled through the cold harsh night.


Then came the sunrise and all was even better.
The butterflies grew stronger and are much happier during the arrival of their destination after a rough tough road.
Proud of their persistence and determination. :)

my butterfly. :)

*hugss

世上最幸福的事……
把你當抱枕　抱緊入睡
睜開眼第一個看到的是你 ♥

解脱 . :J

爱永远都是难题　

失去分寸太容易　

谁都是凡人不够小心翼翼

有时候忘了珍惜　

伤害来的太无意　

有时爱太急　需要空间呼吸

让你哭泣对不起　为了爱承受委屈　

说过的承诺　其实还没忘记 

愈是在乎的关系　愈是相处不容易　

伤害了你　我也失去勇气 

走到感情关键时候　却握不住你的手　

还能有什么藉口　让爱再回头 

多少的爱说不出口　

就让时间帮我说话　我一个人拼命挣扎 

总比两个人一起难过还好吧 

争吵愈狠痛愈深刻　

然后不断自责　

我们都忘了最初的快乐

拥抱越紧痛愈深刻　

谁不会舍不得　

现在我给的或许并不是你要的.

如果分离是唯一的解脱　最后的话我来说 

如果永远你不必再难过　遗憾让我来过 

就算过去的回忆太脆弱　连未来也没有我　

爱着你　仍是我的执着.

爱着你　唯一的解脱.

Smile and all is well. :)

我不够漂亮　缺點很多
我脾氣很怪
喜歡與眾不同的東西
我愛逛街　買東西卻很挑剔
我喜歡雨天　卻受不了冷天

我還是那樣……
一邊走一邊回頭
一邊對愛情認真
一邊又偷偷想念
來來回回像是要把自己搞得精神分裂
可是我真的沒有辦法把回憶都拋棄了
那時候我還發誓
要和身邊的這個人永遠走下去
后來我對別人很認真的說
我想和你走很遠的路
再也沒有把永遠這樣的話說出口

那時候身邊的人這樣對我說
如果沒有你　我該怎麼辦？
后來分開了
他依舊過得很好
也沒缺少過笑容

諾言就是美麗的泡沫
說的人無心
聽的人把它刻成了傷口


我也想像個正常的女人有王子有白馬
我也想轟轟烈烈的愛毫無保留的付出
我也想每天跟他聊天到清晨也不覺得累

我不想像個刺蝟一樣無意傷害到愛我的人
我不想每天累到爬不起來還死撐硬抗的笑

我終究只是個女人
能有多堅強?


如果你因為錯過夕陽而哭泣
那恐怕你還會錯過漫天星光
愛..就大聲說出來
因為你不知道明天和意外哪個先來


我走得很慢..但從來都不會後退. 

i Love Fish.

Never wait till its too late. .

鱼说：你好美，我想我喜欢上了你..
水说：傻瓜，那仅仅是好感而已。
鱼说：真的，我不骗你..
水说：我不相信一见钟情..

日子一天天过去，鱼对水的感情也日趋笃厚..
鱼说：我喜欢和你在一起..
水说：那是因为你早已适应了我。
鱼说：我喜欢你的味道..
水说：那是因为你已习惯了我的存在。

几天后，水要继续远行..
鱼说：我已离不开你..
水说：过几天你就会忘了我的。
鱼说：不，我不会爱上除你以外的人..
水说：那是因为你还没有遇到除我以外的人。
鱼说：你是我的全部..
水说：你却不是我的唯一。

鱼说：你到底在追寻什么？
水说：只有海温暖的胸怀才是我的唯一。
鱼说：你难道不能为我而停留吗？
水说：不，一旦驻足，我就成了死水，就永远无法看到海的样子了。
鱼说：那我们能否并架齐驱？
水说：你永远无法追上我的脚步。
鱼说：你能否为我稍作等待？
水说：我只喜欢奔腾不息。

鱼说：无论如何，我都要陪你游向大海..
水说：别傻了，你只是一条淡水鱼。
鱼说：我不想让你一个人面对风浪..
水说：我不会因此而感激你。
鱼说：我不想博得你的感激，我只想和你在一起..
水说：你知道我不可能爱上你。
鱼说：但你不能剥夺我爱你的权利..
水说：你这样只会害了自己。

水和鱼经过了一条大河，鱼只剩下半条命..
鱼说：我不知道还能陪你多远了..
水说：回去吧，这样的日子不适合你。
鱼说：不，就算到了最后一秒，我都不会放弃..
水说：你傻得迷失了自己。
鱼说：那你能否试着接受一个傻瓜的爱呢？
水说：你明知道我的心早已被海占据。
鱼说：为什么？你总不能试着爱上我？
水说：我只相信，海才是我的唯一..

鱼和水经过了一条大江，鱼的生命只剩下四分之一..
鱼说：如果有一天我不在了，你会怎样？
水说：我会伤心，也会惋惜..
鱼说：那如果海不在了呢？
水说：我会心碎，也会随他死去..
鱼说：难道我们的朝夕相处还比不过一个幻影么？
水说：没有感情的相处只是多余的记忆..
鱼说：那海呢，你确信他会爱上你？
水说：他是我一生的梦，我不会放弃..

鱼无语，默默地陪水走完了剩下的距离..
终于，他们到了海边..
水看到了她的海，但她却不是海的唯一..

是啊，海有博大的胸怀，
博大到可以容纳百川在他怀里嬉戏，却无暇顾及水的存在。
水不愿做海身边众多佳丽之一，她决定离去..

这时，她想起了鱼，而鱼早已奄奄一息。
鱼说：我看到海了，他是那么英俊帅气，只有他才配得上你。
水说：但我却觉得他扑朔迷离。
鱼说：别担心，总有一天，海会发现你并爱上你。
水说：也许我真的错了。
鱼说：不会的，你那么爱海。
水说：曾经，也有一个人那么爱我，可我却忽略了。你说你爱我，说你要和我生生世世在一起..

鱼说：我不想给你一个兑现不了的承诺..
水说：你为什么不能自私一点？
鱼说：别这样，爱你是我的权利，爱我却不是你的义务..
水说：为什么我总是那么自私，那么固执？为什么我没有早点爱上你？
鱼说：别这样说，那样，我会走的很不安..

水说：为什么你总那么好，好到让我感到无地自容..
鱼说：忘了我吧，再去找一个值得你爱的人..
水说：你难道不是最值得我爱的人吗？
鱼说：别傻了，以后的日子，我不能陪你..
水说：我已错过太多的日子，我不能再错过你..
鱼说：别这样..
水说：我真的爱上你了..

鱼说：我都流泪了，你看见我幸福的泪了么？哦，我忘了，因为我在水里..
水说：不！ 我感受到了，因为现在，你在我心里..

鱼幸福地闭上了眼睛，在水的怀里..
听见自己心碎的声音.. ..

有人分担的 忧愁不叫痛苦..
有人分享的 快乐才叫幸福.. 

不要等到失去了.. 才来后悔 ..要珍惜拥有的..

Dreams & believes.

Dreams and believes are just like kids hoping for Santa Clause to come during Christmas bringing them the gifts they wanted. Having faith and putting high hopes on it, everyone started as a kid and grew up after knowing Santa Clause wouldn't come/ there wasn't Santa. 


The feeling of a kid being told that there wasn't Santa is a distraught feeling just like crushing one of their biggest dream and believes. And that feeling, we still have when we grew. Its the same feeling when our own dreams and believes becomes a fantasy. 

Some were persistent and grew stronger. However some grew weaker, they tend to lose faith and hope, started not to believe nor dream. Some people have simple dreams and are easier to fulfill. Yet, some people would just dream big just for the sake of hope, just hoping for something to happen. In my personal opinion, i don't like to have too high hopes and prefer to just appreciate every little thing that is happening around. 


As human nature, we tend to concentrate on the future and forget the things we have around us. Just like taking a long distance ride, we would only keep on asking "are we there yet?" and miss out the beautiful sceneries outside the windows. Why not just enjoy the ride before reaching there? :)

Stay Strong no matter what. 

能不能把我的愿望还我 ? 

it's been six months . .

Life as usual has its up and downs, what matters the most is by making the best of it. And when things doesn't go right, at least you can Smile and Say "At least i've gave it a shot and tried my best. ☺ "


i've been having many kinds of dreams lately, dreams like walking in the park, been left alone, deaths etc. Yet the dream that hit me the hardest was the dream of last night's. i dreamt of a simple beautiful glass cup shattered into pieces right in front of my eyes. Looking at the shattering glass pieces i heard a sound of something that was breaking, not from the glass but from my heart. Then there was the sudden heartache. 


Confused with the sudden heartache i entered scene two of the dream. i was driving, supposing to meet my friend and i saw her but i did not stop. i did not know why but i couldn't stop. Ended up being Lost. i tried not to be afraid, but the longer i drove the more fear i got in me. i couldn't find my way.


Woke up and it was 6a.m, with the feeling of heartache, confusions and lost. I tried to calm myself and say its just a dream but i really needed a hug. Cried in the showers but it wasn't any better. Eventually i got a hug and i would like to thank that person for it. Thank You. :)


Now before hitting the Zzzs . . i think that i'll have a sweet dream tonight because of Someone. *smilesss 


Sweet Dreams with Love.  

i'm  L O S T. will you come take me by the hand & show me the way once more?

Say hello to goodbye.

Hey there stranger, how you bin'
Feels like i'm standing on the outside looking in
at the mess we left behind
And it's a long way to fall
I gave you everything I had
I gave it all
And then my heart was on the line

I can't hate you
any longer
I know i'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let it go.

And this is how it has to be
Cuse' its a deadly combination, you and me
You know its undeniable
Even though we tried it all
We brought the worst out in each other
I recall
We can't act it anymore

What doesn't kill you
It makes you stronger
And though i'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let you go

And even though the tears will dry
I can't completely disconnect
Couldn't make the compromise 
Didn't have a safety net


Say hello to goodbye, cause its gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And i'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cuse, that was there and only then.


Say hello to Goodbye.

i want a guy who is Loyal,Trustworthy, Loves me for who i am,

a guy who'll make me trust him and never wants me to worry but yet will be honest in everything.i wan a guy that sees me like 'm the only girl in the world. i want a guy to rely on, someone who i can trust him that he would carry me till the end.

.

如果这就是爱情

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得
我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍

我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了



灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人
原来不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求
同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我


如果这不是结局
如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信
你就是唯一
如果你听到这里
如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情
我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情
本来就不公平
你不需要讲理
我可以离去
如果我成全了你
如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清
是我证明 我爱你.

i wanted you.

Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I am sorry.

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I am sorry .

I'm so sorry baby but
I've got to pack up and leave but
I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby



I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you.