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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Lost in time.

Sometimes its just so hard to just face the fact and Let go.


You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.



Going back to the memories.
 The Last Chinese new year .


 The last  time i Fed her.


The Last Birthday 13th May 2010.



How i wished you were here even if you just wanted to scold me.




You always called him "Nicklat". :) 





You once called him "ngai dik dok" (shorty) when he was little and thanks to Your taking care of, he is all grown up. :)


Grandmama loved to eat.

i Miss Your Smile and . . . 




                     

Laughter.





its been 3 months now and i still Miss You, Grandmama.





                    at least i still have Memories of You in my Heart. i Love You and always will. 



i remember what i wrote for Grandmama during May 2010 ( http://miss-ish.blogspot.com/2010/05/selfless.html ) but it was harder than i thought it would be.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

graduation photos =D~

Okie i have been saying.. graduation photos will be uploaded soon... 
sorry it toook sooo long... . i finaly got them from katherine last week.... 


photos are in this link =D




before going to schoool kitty came to my house first ^^ 
( we were busy taking photo that we lost track of time =x LOL.and went to schoool abit late =x ) 

 jumping castle behind us ^^ 
 kitty jumped so much.. she pass out xD. joke jokes. just tired =p

giant booobs =x . oh we saw a giant penis balloon too xD! LOL.. but coudlnt' take photo .. forgot why =x 
 giant slide =D 
 first time kitty use chopstick ;p
 me ! hi =p ~ 

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oh and if wondering how i went in my VCE results.....
i went alright ~! 
good or bad.. i never tell my results . =] 
i've studied as much as i could.... 
i tried my very best already.. 
so there is nothing much i can do but wait for the university that i wan to get into to accept me...
^. ^~ will update when i do get in =]


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christmas is coming up !!! hehe..... 
gonna be quite busy .... 
will update soon =D!!


wishing everyone
MERRY CHRISTMAS 
^^ 



love.
ms.grace

Monday, December 6, 2010

Philip Island

To be Honest, i wasn't really excited about going to Philip Island. Because i was only going with my parents and this other family. ( family friends ) .just a road trip you know. the thing was my 2 brothers weren't going.
they don't go = boring.  very used to having my brothers around. much more fun. plus it was me and Jisoo only. you know how boring is it when it is only 2 people? like we can't play cards or board games or something.
but thank God i brought my laptop to watch movies =] .
oh and i watched "F.R.I.E.N.D.S" on the way there and back ;p better than sleeping  in the car ^^

1st Day. 
We left the house in the evening. when we reached there it was already like 10pm - ish ? so coudln't do much. we watch this scary movie about tattoos and how it has a spirit that kills people or something like that and you see the spirit. oh man it was scary. so then Jisoo and I went to our rooms and watched " Social Network " . omgs. we both didn't really get whats the point of watching that movie =.= " ! ~ so boring. =x ( it just me. apparently other people said it was good . )



2nd Day.
woke up like 9 something. omgs. it was sooooo hot !!!!! ( so good for the beach )
was planning to go fishing. but then since it was too hot, decided not to. though our dad's went.
mums were having some " talk " and we were just watching " F.R.I.E.N.D.S " since yeh nothing we can do. we didn't know where the beach were.
We drove to town and ate lunch. Chicken something ~ .
To Be Honest, didn't like it. i so prefer fish and chips =x
fish and chips = THUMBS UP ^^
anyways, this place is like right in front of the beach.
so Jisoo and I went down to the beach and into the water, ( just up to our knees) cuz we had to sit in the car later and we didn't bring our towels =x
so yeh didn't get to swim.
the beach.. was SOO CLEAN...
i mean i used to hate the beach when i was small because it was dirty ( in malaysia ). but now... i LOVE THE BEACH ~
WATTER IS SO CLEAN.... THE SAND IS SO CLEAN... 

Anyways.. went home and waited for it not to be soo hot so that we could walk to the beach which was closer to us. ( hoping our mum's would bring us since we didn't know where it was )  BUT !  we fell a sleep and mums were chatting away ~ so ended up waking up for dinner instead .








oh by the way... our dads saw a baby seal !!! apparently it was dying so Uncle gave it something to eat and  and daddy kept on splashing water on it . got daddy to take few photos. it sooo cute. sorta ugly but hey ! first time sorta seeing a baby seal is cute ! =]














DINNER we had KOREAN BBQ =D~ 



After that we walked to the beach which was like 5 mins away . =D!
The scenery was just... amazing !!! so.. romantic ~ if only my bf was there.... it'll be soooo sweeet ~~
the sunset was just sooooo..... indescribable.. and walking along the beach ( actually in the water )
with the milky stars in the sky ~ it was just soo perfect if my bf was there !
for any couple to be there or with a group of friends. just so perfect!

 loook! how good is it! 
 look how clear the water is =D! 



3rd day
oh did i mention that the family we went with was a korean family ^.^
they had to go home early for something. so they left first. 
me and my parents took our time.. packing -ish , cleaning the house. ( the house is my dad's friend's house ^^ ) 
and we drove around Philip Island a little . and sight see. wow.. i think i'm actualy growing up.( more mature )
used to think that it was freaking boring as.. don't know whats the point of sight seeing but now i'm loving the it =D~ just so beautiful!
hehe... 
we saw a penguin mama and a baby too!!!( at this mountain thingy i don't know what it is called.)
it was like in the middle of the day ! i felt sooo sorry for it =x  hiding in the hole.. =x 


oh by the way.. we were driving right and we pass by this field which has cows . and i saw this cow humping another cow. LOL! and i coudln't stop laughing and i told my parents. DAMN IT WAS AWKWARD. =x  never ever gonna tell my parents if something happens like that ever again LOL..


OH OH .. and we stop by this CHOCOLATE FACTORY. 
so much for a chocolate factory. i was soo excited to go in. but when i went it.. dude.. it was just like a normal chocolate shop. and another part of it was there is this indian caffe.. selling like chocolate and coffees drinks AND CURRY. 
seirously chocoalte and coffee DOES NOT go with curry =.=" 
anyways .. yeh.... dissapointed. 
i was expecting like u can actualy see them make chocolate =x haiz ~ T___T

anyways.. thats all about philip island. 
hoping i can go there again .. and this time actually spend ONE WHOLE DAY AT THE BEACH =]

can see more photos here ^^

This is made out of chocolate. EVEN THE SAND !!! =x 

chocolate drink 
 the sand and sea soo clean .the sea is so blue ~ 



i know Ms. Alena would LOOOVEEE it xD


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oh by the way. I FINALY GOT MY Ls!!! =x 
a little late. yes ~ but oh well...
i did the test last week and i got 100% 
the reason why i'm so hapiie cuz i beat my whole family . xD~ 
they only got 80+ and 90 + ;p
waiting to get my lisence in 10 days =D ^^ ~ 
but seiorusly i don't want to drive =x T___T 


Still trying to find a job by the way. i'll look again like in january. since December gonna be a little busy =x
=]

woo woo ! and results are coming out NEXT MONDAY the 13th !!! =x  T___T i'm soooo scared!!

will update sooon =D! 




love.
ms.grace

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Spiders ~ =x

Part One.
Showering half way.... i looked up... 
FUDGE-NESS!!!!!!
Freaking spider on the right top corner.. 
thanks to it.. i couldn't enjoy my shower . 
i had to keep constantly telling myself,
 " stay clam .. stay calm.. it not gonna eat you or jump on you " 
and i had my eye fix on it too... didn't want to lose sight of it =x 



Part Two
Went to kitty's house... we watch 2 movies... 
"Blood Diamond  " and "Spirited Away "( watched spirited away like 3 times =x its a Japanese cartoon. it is really cute )
anyways.... we had lovely fruits to eat and lovely dinner made by her mummy. =D~ ( sadly i forgot to take photo of dinner. and desert =( ~ and she even packed some for miii but i forgot to take home T_T ) 
anyways.. she was telling my about her trip with friends to Lake Entrance last year. how she heard a scratchy sound in the middle of the night for 10 minutes. when she got up... it stop. the next night.. she sad :: " whoever made that scratchy sound last night was not funny. and it was very annoying. " 
apparently no one knows about it =x ~  freaking scary. also the fact that they have been watching horror movie at nights when they were there. 
she also told me some other horror stuff... =.= "
When i was about to leave...kitty opened the door and SCREAM
i'm like.. FUDGE WHAT WHAT HAPPEN?!?!!  ( scare the shit out of me =x ) 
and it was just a freaking SPIDER. ( stupid spider ) 
( i swear.. if Derek was there.. he wouldn't stop laughing at us how frighten we were. lol !=p =x ) 
=.= " !!! 



PART 3 
when i went toilet.... and was about to flushed... i realize there's a spider next to my freaking left foot ! i'm like.. FUUUDGEEEE!!!!!
constantly telling myself again.. 
" dun scream.. daddy mummy sleeping.. stay calm ... it not moving.. it wouldn't bite you... stay calm.. " 
quickly took BUNCH of tissue and SMASHED it =x flushed it down the toilet =x 



oh god..... why is there soooo many spiders?!?!?!?!? T______T 
i hate spiders ~!! freaking disgusting. 
actually i was about to put up a picture of a spider.. 
but erm.. when i google it.... oh .. man... it .. is.... disgusting ... seirously =x ... .. why did God created spiders T__T  ~



hehe.. anyways.. thats all for today =] ~ hearts ~ 




love.
ms.grace


Monday, November 22, 2010

Driving?? my Ls??

16 years old and u're allowed to take your Ls. 
since i was 16 ... until now.. every single holiday i've been saying... 
" okie i'll do it this holiday " 

( holiday over, and never done it) 
 " okie i'll do it next holiday . " 

over and over for 3 years  ( lol.... i'm not the only one okie =x )  
anyways... since i finish VCE.. my parents have been insisting for me to get my Ls. 






parents : " when are you going to get your Ls? .. will teach you to drive straight away=D ^. ^~ " 

( they made it sound so fun and interesting, thinking if they say " teach you to drive straight away " will make mii wanna get my Ls  but... ) 
mii : " i DONT WANT to drive.. ! i'm SCARE ~  ~! " 
( LOL !!! i don't know.. i always wanted to drive, but now when i can actually get the chance.. i'm scared =x ) 
parents : " it'll be very fun. once you start u'll enjoy it " 
 ( i guess... but i'm still scared. that time WILL COME  ONE DAY ~ ) 

 parents : " ask mark to play those car racing games . like actually holding the steering wheel. " 
mii : " mum .. dad... i always play those games.. i love it... " 

parents :: " oh.....  " ( silence ) 






games and reality is different... 
driving in a game.. racing.. i don't have to worry about CRASHING.. and HOW FAST i can drive. =D
LOL =p 
but hey...it is actually MORE MORE FUN and LESS WORRRY






anyways.. i'll still get my Ls soon. just so that i can have an ID =] LOL~ 
and so that my parents wouldn't nag about it anymore =p 
willl update when i get my Ls x]



love.
ms.grace

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Beeaaaach & SUSHI ~

YESTERDAY

 
Weather was so GOOD~ . the sun wasn't too hot and burning. and the wind was just right =D
GOOOOD DAY TO GO TO THE BEACH ~! 
with Derek, Victor, Terence, Patrick, Ang.

Truth was that .. i tot i wouldn't have that much fun and it'll be awkward since i'm the only girl going with the guys. 
but surprisingly.. it was fun as ! 
(i swear..some how hanging out with guys are so much more care free.. dun think i'm a slut or whatever. but i know tons of other girls admits that hanging out with guys are so much more care free too.)


anyways. 
when i was waiting for the bus. i realize that i forgot to bring extra under clothing =x . OH SHIET ~ 
oh well.. so i told myself i'm not gonna go into the water. 
but.. man.. the water felt so good =p couldn't resist it . xD
i had my contact lenses on so i didn't swim but we splashed water at each other and walked further and further. 
(doesn't sound that fun, but it was fun , more fun than typing it up.)
and since i was short. and the water so going up to my tummy...  i din dare to go THAAAT far =x
(shut up dun laugh =x ) 
it was funny how... when we were walking in the water...
 some times it was cold and sometimes it was warm... 
and we were looking for warm spots . LOL~  wiiierd.~ 



Me and Derek collected a few sea shells. memories =D .
but .. there weren't many pretty nice sea shells =x ! 
i haven't washed them =x so lazy =x ;p




oh and a random fact.
my first time wearing a singlet out =x ! 
my whole life i never wore a singlet out b4 =x 
haha and Victor too ( first time wearing singlet ) =p 
Victor also forgot to bring extra under clothing.. 
lol.. so funny... when we were walking / sitting we could feel yuuuckkiiee - ness...


when we were walking back to Melbourne central and and this random guy .
 i don't really know what happen.. 
but he was that kind of random teenage guy who doesn't have a life,
thinking he was all that cool kinda guy even though we out number him,
 he dare to try to pick on Victor and Ang. man..
 thank God Ang and Victor did not punch him.. or else he'll die xD
 me and Derek was walking behind. and Derek made a plan.
 i'll kick his nuts while Derek kicks his face and break his nose 
and Terence, Ang and Victor can do the rest XD LOL~
 ( Patrick already left running to the station because he had to go)



anyways.. we went to Max Brenner.
Whole shop is Chocolate =p 
the smell of chocolate everywhere.. hehe.. 
i seriously wish i have a whole house. EVERYTHING  is CHOCOLATE ;p
(quite expensive )
and me and Derek ordered this "exploding shot"
it was nice. reli nice. but kinda rip off =x
its like...melted chocolate with this sweet inside it.( its not the gummy bear ) when you eat it.. it pops in ur mouth.. 
and we ordered a Dark Italian Chocolate drink =] 
its very very filling but nice ^^  





after that Terence and Ang left. 
leaving me , Derek and Victor. 
and we went.. SHOPPPING =P . 
usualy shop closes at like 5 pm. and thursday and friday opens till like 9pm. 
but then yesterday. it was like 6pm and it was still open !! 
Victor realize it was only one day spring sale day ;p
so we went shopping ^.^ ~ 
we got victor to try on this hawaiian shirt. so funny.. 
yet it look SO GOOD on him xD . 
wanted to take photo. but the stupid lady was like " sorry no photo allowed " =.= " ~ 




mm... but victor bought me 2 pairs of shoes. 2 pairs for like $50 =D 
good sale good sale. 
for my mm... very late birthday preziie.
i'm surprise... shopping with Victor and Derek is actually alright. 
unlike some guys where the only compliment is . " yeh.. yeh... nice.. yeh.... " 
even though if it is ugly they still say its nice. =.= " 
planning to go another time with them , cuz victor know the city well =D~ ^.^ ~ 




when i came home. DAMN i was freaking tired as
thats why i din blog about it yesterday night.  
but it was a fun day ^^. 
damn good exercise =x  walked alot ;p 
thx to derek he walked me home ^^ 
but he had a fever when he got home =x 
THANK YOU DEREK ;p
thank god he's better now ^.^ ~ 



Few other stuff  happen 
 1. drew mustache and one join eyebrow on each other's face ( Derek and Me )  
2. found jelly fish = made it into a turtle ;p 
3. Terence Victor Patrick and Ang dug a hole and Ang sat in it. then they covered him with sand. 
4. made sand castle ! one end to another and see who can knock down the other team's sand castle firts.
Victor and Terence And PAtrick won tho =x . but their sand castle wasn't a sand castle. it was a sand man @@ xD

and just some other photos =D 





more photos click here ^^



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TODAY~

my nice sleep was disturbed by monkey's phone call this morning at 10am something =x
He called me a PIG! for still sleeping T_T 
i went back to sleep but force myself to wake up at 1pm cuz i tot Me, Derek and Victor was gonna  go gym at 2pm.
but when i got online. they told me it was cancel cause everyone is tired =x 
my sleeeeeep T______T

anyways.. so i mop the floor. the hole house.
 but i forgot to mop my big brother's rooom xD
( because he was in the room .or actually i duno why i forgot to mop his room )  
Opppsiiiee ~ =p 
and then i made dinner =D~
SUSHI ^^ ~ 
this is what made, with a little help from mummy ^^ 


more photos click here 



love.
ms.grace