Innocent shattered heart.

" Be selfish sometimes.. the world is cruel world... you have to look out for yourself. what our parents say being nice and being justice are just lies. " said by someone i know. 

Almost everyone starts out the same...

A baby... a Child.... is so gullible.. whatever their parents say.. they would believe it. 

Its alright for a child to have fantasy and knowing they are in the protection of their parents' hands.

Too much protection.. leads one to have a Warm Pure Heart which is so Fragile 

that one would believed anything and everything.

Is it wrong.. to protect someone you love from cruelty of the world?  

Once a Warm Pure Heart is shattered ...3 ways one would act. 

1. Gather them together.. Stay Strong and continue having that Warm Pure Heart.

2. Putting them into a Jar and Never Trusting anyone anymore.

3. Being in the middle.. Not trusting anyone... but yet... still trying one best to keep a Warm Pure Heart.

1.

One who is able to Stay Strong with a Shattered heart...

Would need to have a lot of Courage... Strength... Faith.. and .. Hope.. to cope with the cruelty in this world... and continue sharing their warmness around.  

2.

Keeping a Shattered heart in a jar in the freezer .. 

Is one who has given up... because it is not easy at all..

Its so difficult to know what is the truth and what is a lie.  

Trusting someone would be a BIG step for one to take.

Everything would seem to be so vague. 

Its not the same no more. 

Even if someone is telling the truth... 

Questions would be running around in one's mind. 

What if.... what if its a LIE? What.. If.... 

Its so hard to have an optimistic mind.

Is it one's fault though.. to be afraid after a Warm Pure Heart is SHATTERED?

Harden a Warm Pure heart.. making it so cold just like ice is only what one can do to protect oneself. 

Is it a crime.. to protect yourself from the cruelty of the outside world...? 

Moreover is it a crime ... of freezing it.... waiting for someone right and special to give them the warmness of hope and strength again? 

3. 

What if... 

One is trying to protect the their heart ... do not wish to freeze it... because one still has the longing to share it with other people who are in worse situation... is that a wrong? 

Allowing people to trust you with their problems.. so that there would be at least one less person in this world who has lost hope... because you know how it is like to be hurt, lonely and have no confidence.... 

Is it a crime.... to have that longing to share that Warm Pure Heart? 

Yet...Trusting other people yourself is just as hard as climbing a mountain in winter...

How is it so... that one is able to warm other people hearts with words of courage, physically warm hugs, and firm support... but yet.. unable to help yourself.... ?

 " With friends, family and a loving boyfriend around you... yet.. your heart is still cold.. Able to help other people around you.. but yet...why are you unable to pick yourself up?? "

A question that always wonders around her head. 

love.

ms.grace