Dreams & believes.

Dreams and believes are just like kids hoping for Santa Clause to come during Christmas bringing them the gifts they wanted. Having faith and putting high hopes on it, everyone started as a kid and grew up after knowing Santa Clause wouldn't come/ there wasn't Santa. 


The feeling of a kid being told that there wasn't Santa is a distraught feeling just like crushing one of their biggest dream and believes. And that feeling, we still have when we grew. Its the same feeling when our own dreams and believes becomes a fantasy. 

Some were persistent and grew stronger. However some grew weaker, they tend to lose faith and hope, started not to believe nor dream. Some people have simple dreams and are easier to fulfill. Yet, some people would just dream big just for the sake of hope, just hoping for something to happen. In my personal opinion, i don't like to have too high hopes and prefer to just appreciate every little thing that is happening around. 


As human nature, we tend to concentrate on the future and forget the things we have around us. Just like taking a long distance ride, we would only keep on asking "are we there yet?" and miss out the beautiful sceneries outside the windows. Why not just enjoy the ride before reaching there? :)

Stay Strong no matter what. 

能不能把我的愿望还我 ? 

it's been six months . .

Life as usual has its up and downs, what matters the most is by making the best of it. And when things doesn't go right, at least you can Smile and Say "At least i've gave it a shot and tried my best. ☺ "


i've been having many kinds of dreams lately, dreams like walking in the park, been left alone, deaths etc. Yet the dream that hit me the hardest was the dream of last night's. i dreamt of a simple beautiful glass cup shattered into pieces right in front of my eyes. Looking at the shattering glass pieces i heard a sound of something that was breaking, not from the glass but from my heart. Then there was the sudden heartache. 


Confused with the sudden heartache i entered scene two of the dream. i was driving, supposing to meet my friend and i saw her but i did not stop. i did not know why but i couldn't stop. Ended up being Lost. i tried not to be afraid, but the longer i drove the more fear i got in me. i couldn't find my way.


Woke up and it was 6a.m, with the feeling of heartache, confusions and lost. I tried to calm myself and say its just a dream but i really needed a hug. Cried in the showers but it wasn't any better. Eventually i got a hug and i would like to thank that person for it. Thank You. :)


Now before hitting the Zzzs . . i think that i'll have a sweet dream tonight because of Someone. *smilesss 


Sweet Dreams with Love.  

i'm  L O S T. will you come take me by the hand & show me the way once more?