Lost in time.

Sometimes its just so hard to just face the fact and Let go.


You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.


Going back to the memories.

 The Last Chinese new year .

 The last  time i Fed her.

The Last Birthday 13th May 2010.

How i wished you were here even if you just wanted to scold me.

You always called him "Nicklat". :) 

You once called him "ngai dik dok" (shorty) when he was little and thanks to Your taking care of, he is all grown up. :)

Grandmama loved to eat.

i Miss Your Smile and . . . 

                     

Laughter.

its been 3 months now and i still Miss You, Grandmama.

                    at least i still have Memories of You in my Heart. i Love You and always will. ♥

i remember what i wrote for Grandmama during May 2010 ( http://miss-ish.blogspot.com/2010/05/selfless.html ) but it was harder than i thought it would be.