if . . . ♥

If I were to go, if I were to get closer to you,
I wonder what you may think, I can’t drum up the courage.

If you were to go, if you were to go away from me,
i dont know how to send you away,
It is scary to figure out how to let you go.

Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool,
is for fear that you may turn your face away, and
you and I may drift further apart

Perhaps, the reason I can’t say ‘I love you’, like a fool,
is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.

If you were to come, if you come closer to me,
What  would i do? I really don’t know what to do. ♥

Because i'm like a fool, Even though i know looking is all i can do. ♥