it's been six months . .

Life as usual has its up and downs, what matters the most is by making the best of it. And when things doesn't go right, at least you can Smile and Say "At least i've gave it a shot and tried my best. ☺ "


i've been having many kinds of dreams lately, dreams like walking in the park, been left alone, deaths etc. Yet the dream that hit me the hardest was the dream of last night's. i dreamt of a simple beautiful glass cup shattered into pieces right in front of my eyes. Looking at the shattering glass pieces i heard a sound of something that was breaking, not from the glass but from my heart. Then there was the sudden heartache. 


Confused with the sudden heartache i entered scene two of the dream. i was driving, supposing to meet my friend and i saw her but i did not stop. i did not know why but i couldn't stop. Ended up being Lost. i tried not to be afraid, but the longer i drove the more fear i got in me. i couldn't find my way.


Woke up and it was 6a.m, with the feeling of heartache, confusions and lost. I tried to calm myself and say its just a dream but i really needed a hug. Cried in the showers but it wasn't any better. Eventually i got a hug and i would like to thank that person for it. Thank You. :)


Now before hitting the Zzzs . . i think that i'll have a sweet dream tonight because of Someone. *smilesss 


Sweet Dreams with Love.  

i'm  L O S T. will you come take me by the hand & show me the way once more?

Say hello to goodbye.

Hey there stranger, how you bin'
Feels like i'm standing on the outside looking in
at the mess we left behind
And it's a long way to fall
I gave you everything I had
I gave it all
And then my heart was on the line

I can't hate you
any longer
I know i'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let it go.

And this is how it has to be
Cuse' its a deadly combination, you and me
You know its undeniable
Even though we tried it all
We brought the worst out in each other
I recall
We can't act it anymore

What doesn't kill you
It makes you stronger
And though i'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let you go

And even though the tears will dry
I can't completely disconnect
Couldn't make the compromise 
Didn't have a safety net


Say hello to goodbye, cause its gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And i'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cuse, that was there and only then.


Say hello to Goodbye.

i want a guy who is Loyal,Trustworthy, Loves me for who i am,

a guy who'll make me trust him and never wants me to worry but yet will be honest in everything.i wan a guy that sees me like 'm the only girl in the world. i want a guy to rely on, someone who i can trust him that he would carry me till the end.

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