examm overr =]

it is my 4th day of HOLIDAYY ~ 
Shoppping is what i love... xD ~! 
went city with mummy to shop today. 
bought 7-8 clothes =D ~   
FINALY after been tahan-ing for soooo longgg due to exam =x 
my little brother came after his exam....
and he was being soo nice, he carried our bags and patiently following us ^"^






beeen being bored for the past 3 days...(bcuz i finish first before my frens )

1st day ..  

clean my room. OMGS.... when it was messsy.. i had to tip toe to get from here to there..but now.. its so NEAT that i'm so NOT USED to it =x !!! look so clean xD 

2nd day..   

played WII and PSP whole day with victor and derek .  PSP games,, God of War and Kingdom Hearts are sooo addictive xD !

3rd day ..  

slept in and played PSP. bought grocery, help mummy cook indian food.  " Papadam " is nice ;p 

Omgs.. something funny happen... we were in the city.. 

and i was zoning out as usuall... 

then my brother told mii

" jie.. omgs... this guy was drawing on the floor ... ( art painting on floor ) and you know how he puts a bowl infront to collect money.. ..

 this bagger saw  it and said " OMGS !!  LOOK!!  ITS FREE MONEY " LOL!!! " 

anyways.. kitty came over  in the evening after her business exam . 

and we had a movie night. watch like 3 movies. LOL.. 

we went to rent a movie .. and they needed a licence =.= " sooo stupid !! 

( i swear.. i seriously neeed to get my driving licence soon =x  ) 

and then it started raining HEAVILY.. =x coudln't walk home.. 

so i calleed my big brother to come pick us up and help us lend the dvds =]

went home.. and the dvd coudln't work on my Blueray. OMGS =.= "  

had to watch it from my laptop.. and damn it was soft. 

then after we watch normall tv's movie.=]

finaly a hangout i have with kitty ... after soooooo long of not seeeing her throughout the whole exam period.

 photos were teaken while we were waiting for my brother to come =p

planning 

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 to have a whole day movie with her. literaly WHOLE DAY.

( of cuz at her house. disney cartoons. man i miss those ;p ,  

 MS ALENA should know how much i love disney cartoons ;p  )

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whole day shopping. 

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whole day just chilling

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Whole day beach ;p 

can't remmeber wat else we plan to do =x 




Other days.. times planning to work...... 
about having fun... i don't know wat i'lll do... will see as times goes =p

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Throughout exam period.. so many things has been happening... 

Things i'm glad it happen ...

Things i wish it never happen... 

Things i wish it would be better .... or at least turn out better... 

Alena once told me..  it goes something like this ... 

 " you're walking on a road...and u'll meet people...people you'll love and people you'll dislike... 

and they'll come walk with you for a certain amount of  km(s) and then go... "
( and we have to learn to let go of them, but of cuz... once you meet them.. there is always little pieces of them stuck with you wherever you go )

its like meeting some random person on the street in a way... =x 

what i hate the most.. people i love.. i care for....or people you just start getting close with... 

 its either i have to leave them... or they leave mii.....

hardest thing ever in life to lose someone you care and love....

PS. Photos of last few weeks of school will be posted soon.. have to get them off kitty =x 

love.

ms.grace

我知道

i still remember that moment. we were gonna part at a comer of a shop...

Even though we both accepted the fact of parting... 

knowing it would be the last time i would see you..

i didn't want to leave you... 

you mean so much to me. 

knowing it is hard for me...

you cheered me up, gave me a smile. 

Last kissed. Last hug. 

i didn't want to leave you. 

you turn and walked away slowly...knowing i wouldn't do it first. 

i stood there...for a moment.. i watch your back... 

my eyes was filled with tears.. and my body, my legs was frozen.

i pulled myself together.. and turn around and walked..

every step i took..

 my heart sank deeper and deeper..

 trying to hold back my tears and not look back was killing me.. 

filled with regret...not looking back.. 

when you were there waiting for me...

listening to this song....

that moment is just repeating itself over and over in my head.  

i miss you~ 

我知道-by2

从来没想过 

不能再和你牵手 

委屈时候 

没有你陪着我心痛 

一切都是我太过骄纵 

以为你会懂 

一直忘了说 

我有多感动 

我知道你还是爱着我 

虽然分开的理由 

我们都以接受 

你知道我会有多难过 

所以即使到最后 

还微笑着要我加油 

我知道你还放不下我 

才会在离开时 

闭着眼没有回头 

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

曾经吻着幸福的梦

在 脑海里头

我多希望你 还在我左右

答应你 我会好好过 

不让 这些眼泪白流

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Didn't thought that

we cannot carry on holding hands

In times of grieve

you are no longer with me

That's because I was being complacent

Thought that you will understand

All along, i forgotten to tell you

how touched i was

I know you still love me

Although we both have accepted

the reason of our part

You know how sad i will be

That's why till the end,

you still cheered me on with a smile

I know you still can't let go of me

The reason why you left,

closing your eyes without turning back

But we both know deep in our hearts,

we never stop loving

Once kissing the blissful dreams,

it's still in my mind

How i wished you were still right here beside me

I promised you to live well

Not to let those tears be of waste

love.

ms.grace