A piece of the inner heart. .

Something passed to me by a dear Friend. Its really meaningful to me at the same time they are words that i cant express to let you go freely. 


I will never ever love again.


There was a time that I pledged these words.
The memories of being cast aside,
My faith and trust crumbling down.
I erased the pain in my solace... But on the day when I first saw you,
I gathered my courage again.
Because my heart is so comfortable whenever I lean on your shoulder.
I want to stay with you just like this babe.


This time things will be different my love,
It will be okay for me to trust you.
I pray that the feelings that you have for me,
will never change.
I love you baby and I need you baby,
Without you I’ll continue to live in solace and sorrow.
Don’t ever change,
My all, I will be the same.

i guess setting you free is tougher than i thought but i'll stay strong. i dreamed of "US' being together Happily Forever, However a dream will remain a dream. There is no "US" , only YOU and me . i Love You will just be a secret in my heart from now on. I wish you well my love.  ♥

You should've just told me the truth, that I wasn't the girl for you. Still, I didn't have a clue. So my heart depended on you. You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love, now I'm the only one in pain. Will you please take it all away? Never thought Born being A girl. I can love you and be burned. Now I will build a wall to never get torn again. Although I'll say I hate you now, though I'll shout and curse you out, I'll always have love for you, Because I am a Girl. ♥

Loving You by Letting You go. ♥

如果这就是爱情. .

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍

我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了

如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒
如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你

灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人 原来不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我
如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你



It's one of those songs that got my mood and expresses how i feel. Meaningful and a Song that keeps me staying strong. As Long as you're happy, i should be too just because i Love You. ♥


* 如果这就是爱情, 本来就不公平. 你不需要讲理我可以离去. 如果我成全了你, 如果我能祝福你, 那不是我看清, 是我证明我爱你. ♥ * *

Loves,

alena